I'm officially 16 on August 27th yay happy birthday to me :")
So can I just say that I haven't been through all highs and lows yet I'm already tired. I've only been living on this beautiful earth for 16 flipping years.
Can you sense sarcasm?
But actually, I just can't believe what I have been going through in this last 16 years. The struggle, tears, laughter, happiness, sadness, it's all in the past now. Written by good people surround me and buried deep in the memory of mine.
Wow such a good words came out from my finger. Proud moment.
If I think about the past, compare what happened a year ago with today, oh I'm so grateful. Let the old friends of mine stopped writing good memories and let them walk away as the new friends come and make new good even better memories.
Sigh I swear I don't know how I could write that wise words.
Sigh I swear I don't know how I could write that wise words.
Okay let's talk about my birthday. It has been the best birthday because this year I feel so loved by people I care about. They should be considered 'strangers' but I feel like I have sisters all around the world. Thanks for The Wanted, I have beautiful idols and beautiful good friends.
The Wanted. I swear I can't thank them enough. They make me extremely happy. The tears I've dropped is uncountable. Happy tears, sad tears, I share it with TWFanmily a.k.a. my second family. I started talking to them like 4 months ago, they just so lovely and make me smile so much.
If any of you read this, I just want to say don't stop smiling. I know it hurts to keep smiling through hard times but your smile is the most beautiful thing in my entire world. You know who you are ;)
And maybe I haven't talked to some of my favorite fanmily members (some of them aren't even following me bahaha) but they are too perfect they make me smile and happy. It's just too intimidating to start a conversation since I'm extremely an awfully awkward person and I'm so scared if I will annoy them. But you make me smile. Remember that.
The Wanted. I swear I can't thank them enough. They make me extremely happy. The tears I've dropped is uncountable. Happy tears, sad tears, I share it with TWFanmily a.k.a. my second family. I started talking to them like 4 months ago, they just so lovely and make me smile so much.
If any of you read this, I just want to say don't stop smiling. I know it hurts to keep smiling through hard times but your smile is the most beautiful thing in my entire world. You know who you are ;)
And maybe I haven't talked to some of my favorite fanmily members (some of them aren't even following me bahaha) but they are too perfect they make me smile and happy. It's just too intimidating to start a conversation since I'm extremely an awfully awkward person and I'm so scared if I will annoy them. But you make me smile. Remember that.
To be honest, I want to talk about The Wanted but why did I keep talking about TWFanmily tho? Yeah I love them that much.
The Wanted are my sunshines and Nathan Sykes is my brightest sunshine. Don't get me wrong, I love them equally but Nathan is special for me. Cheesy, isn't it? Everyone said I like him because he has beautiful face. NO. I mean, okay I see no flaws on his face but when I see his name popping out of nowhere it makes me smile like an idiot. He has such an angelic voice and heart that you rarely found on this earth nowadays. He keeps trying to people smile even though he is on his lowest. He makes me smile.
The Wanted are my sunshines and Nathan Sykes is my brightest sunshine. Don't get me wrong, I love them equally but Nathan is special for me. Cheesy, isn't it? Everyone said I like him because he has beautiful face. NO. I mean, okay I see no flaws on his face but when I see his name popping out of nowhere it makes me smile like an idiot. He has such an angelic voice and heart that you rarely found on this earth nowadays. He keeps trying to people smile even though he is on his lowest. He makes me smile.
I'm like 150% sure you don't believe what he did on my birthday. Let me tell you my story, shall I?