Hi, my name is Amelia and I like to get stressed over little things which are only getting bigger progressively because I always overthink about it but doesn't really try to find a solution.
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IT'S A WEEKLY POST!
Welcome to the first weekly post! I'm thrilled to finally start doing this. This is where I post ~random~ things that happened this week.
God am I so bad at writing introductions
Road Trip
I'm writing this exact sentence in Lembang. I don't know why but I swear we had have a road trip to Solo exactly last month. It's probably my dad. I have no idea.
day one:
It's all too sudden, though. I was doing my morning routine (well, guess what, it's oversleep until 11 AM) and my mom just stormed into my room--she only does that when she wants to say something EXTREMELY important--and said
"get dressed and pack your things; we're going in an hour."
Whaaat lmao I couldn't even wrap my head around it. My conciousness was lost in the dream I was having. I asked my mom what time it was because I couldn't even find my phone (it was lying beside me). When I did find my phone, I realized it's Thursday... Oh okay it's weird, did I go to another different dream?
Long story short, we picked my brother up at school, had lunch, got stuck in traffic (as usual), and finally arrived 7 hours later!
After two hours of just breathing and lying on bed, we went for dinner. Because it was too late, we drove half an hour to a 24-hour diner (I didn't know there were plenty of them there), bought more snacks, and headed back to the hotel.
The most random thing happened in the car at 11 PM when my brother started singing Man's Not Hot. I joined in, happily. My parents were having mixed feelings; sleepy, confused, and regret.
day two:
Sooo on day two we went to a lot of places (I couldn't remember because I wrote this part several days later lol).
day three:
It was the last day. We left the hotel earlier than 12 PM and went on a strawberry hunt lmao. Also we went on a nostalgic trip to our favorite place to drink milk in the town--we've been going there since I was 4. Turns out it has made some differences; it now sells other foods and beverages and also makes the place kind of smaller? But it was still a pleasant experience.
After our milk drinking session, we drove to The Lodge. It was packed because, you know, weekends. Cool pictures etc etc.
And after that wE SPENT 8 HOURS ON A TRIP BACK TO HOME. Can you believe it?! I'm still exhausted writing this!!!
MY GODDAMN GPA; SEND HELP
While we were stuck in a traffic en route to Lembang, I was reminded that I hadn't fill EDOM (it's a grading system from students to lecturers). So I did.
Need I tell you that we cannot see our final grade for each subjects unless we fill EDOM for the particular subject; the grade is just kind of hid behind the link to EDOM, so once we fill it we can see whether our grade is still empty, not published, or.... just appear as it is.
My grades are still empty....most of all. Two of them were not published.
AND THEN THIS FUCKING SUBJECT
I DIDN'T PREPARE
All I see is a red mark. I didn't pass ONE subject. IT WAS PHYSICS.
GOD. DAMN. PHYSICS.
I took Maths as my major SO I DIDN'T EVER SEE IT AGAIN.
I started crying when I told my parents in the car. I mean... I'm awfully bad at it and I was 80% sure I didn't pass. But my grade...it was so close to get a C and I just keep thinking about everything I wish I did to get a freaking C. I was so full of regret for the rest of the day.
I wasn't crying because I failed. I was crying because I'll have to retake the class.
(A/N: the part above was written on Thursday)
So the next day is the complete results day...... Man, I don't even want to think about it.
Spotify Playlists
I did this last year. I was about to make this a single post but I thought it'd be too short since I couldn't be bothered to screenshot every single playlist.
So I'm just gonna leave the links here:
Jan - Feb 2017
Mar - Apr 2017
May - Jun 2017
Jul - Aug 2017
Sep - Oct 2017
Nov - Dec 2017
Best of 2017 Playlist
Check them out! Definitely better than the 2016 ones.
Weekly Obsession
So my weekly obsession is a song by dodie titled Party Tattoos. This is the first time I ever acknowledge her content. I mean I've known her for a long time since I decided to delve into YouTube pit and since people who likes dnp also likes her??? Now I see it JUST because of a song. It's a perfect song for me who currently deals with new problems; it's just soothing. I like it.
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That's it for this week's post! I'm pretty sure the next one is going to be a lot less interesting because I'll stay at home all week so bye.
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