Hi, my name is Amelia and I'm writing this out of procrastination.
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Huh, you guessed it? lmao I'm pretty I've guessed it waaay before I started. Yeah, you see, I stopped writing like on week 4? I didn't have anything to write tbh other than huge fangirling over Maze Runner: The Death Cure and I'm pretty sure the 'Weekly Posts' is not for weeping over the death of my favorite character.
The next week, same problem. Didn't know what to write. And I recall it was the first week of university so my head was too wrapped up around it.
And then I kinda forgot about writing.
Up until now, at least.
....Sorry for bringing this up? (Week 5)
Yep. I still want to talk about Death Cure lmao THE WAIT IS OVER (ya nearly 2 months ago) it's AMAZING and totally surpassed my whole expectation. All I want is that they brought at least half of the book, not like Scorch Trials (NOT THAT IM HATIN OK). I'm SOOOO GLAD they brought, not just half of the book, but MORE and it made the plot WAY more interesting.
NEWT'S DEATH THO
I WAS SOBBING AT THE LAST HOUR OF THE MOVIE
It's TOO much. I was NOT ready. I was only as prepared as when I watched Hunger Games: Mockingjay part 2 and it was not enough. Not sure if I'd ever be ready to be honest. Mockingjay was like little weep at the end (harder sobs at the part where Katniss told Buttercup about Primrose and "You love me, real or not real?" ugh some wounds never heal I guess). But I was BLUBBERING at Death Cure, which was unpleasant for people around me lmao. I was a mess when it finished. Newt's death was MUCH more than I was anticipated. Had mood swings for the rest of the week.
Another Series That Ruined My Life (Week 9)
Guess what? I started watching Sherlock.
And it ruined me.
My friend recommended it to me back when we were in high school, 3 years ago. I wasn't that interested, don't know why. 'Till lately I binge-watch a lot of series, I thought 'Okay perhaps this is the time I watch Sherlock'. A week later I finished the whole 4 seasons and went down to the fandom path real quick.
Black Panther Snatched My Non-Existant Wig (Week 7)
Y'all, I know the hype is over but, yes, it's SOOOO good. Well I write this not because of the movie but I just can't stop thinking about this particular moment.
So this girl in front of me was, well I was guessing that she was a huge Marvel trash and she did the fangirl scream on several scenes. Kinda made me frustrated.
But then I noticed she gasped and did the 'scream' only when Agent Ross was on-screen. Especialy when he got shot. And she was always giggling when he's in frame. I just couldn't care less about it.
Well you see, it was week 7. On a totally relevant story, I started watching Sherlock on week 9. Went into the rabbit hole a week later. Why is this relevant? I keep wondering, maybe if I started watching BEFORE I saw Black Panther, I would do the same as her, if not more. MAAAAN I really need to rewatch it.
P.S.: I CANT WAIT FOR INFINITY WAR. There's that.
Tired Being Apathic? (Week 8)
Guess who's getting into uni organization? THIS GAL OVER HERE
I literally cannot do anything except editing and compile videos out of fangirl satisfaction so... Yep, into design and multimedia field I am.
It's just, I don't know, my GPA went downhill last semester so I only have 16 credits this semester, which is worth 4 4-credit classes. I don't even have classes on Friday so it's save to say that I have a lot of free time. I decided to join. And tada.
My Grandpa Passed Away (Week 9)
Yep, you read it right. My precious grandpa died on March 2. I was devastated because I really, really wanted to meet him and talk to him for the last time, but, well, we just will never know about when is the 'last time'.
He used to live 10 minutes from my home. I don't have any classes on Fridays so I usually go home every Thursday, whenever there's no university agenda on the weekend. It was Thursday, March 1 and as usual, I went home. I actually had an agenda on Saturday, March 3 but I just couldn't be bothered with it, I just felt the need to be home. Even I declined my friends' offer to go to Dufan on Friday. I swear I always thought it's because I didn't go home last week and just I just missed my home's wi-fi. Other words, nothing would make me stay and not go home.
Thursday night when I was already with my dad, my dad told me everything he did the last week with my grandpa; on February 28 he took him out to Taman Mini, with my mom and my dad's sister. My grandpa couldn't even remember them at that point, and kept silence. My dad brought him to the hospital to do check-ups, turned out he has tuberculosis and rashes all over his back because of bed rests. That's why he didn't speak or even eat. The next day, which was the day I met my dad on the evening, in the afternoon my dad sent me a video of my grandpa eating and I was so happy. Didn't know that the next day he wasn't here with us anymore.
I was devastated, because on February 17--the last time I saw him--he didn't even want to open his eyes to meet my family. I don't remember the last time I spoke to him, probably at the end of January, but back then he couldn't tell me and my mom apart. I thought he was being funny because he did that sometimes. Until I realize he really had forgotten.
Back on February 17 when my family was visiting, my aunt told us that my grandpa had this reoccuring dream where he went travelling far away with strangers and that made him tired, hence the oversleeping lately that moment. I genuinely kept thinking about that, and part of me really wanted to go see him again soon but university stuff happened, I couldn't go home the next weekend. I planned to see him the next weekend but... He's already gone.
My grandpa was such a humble and caring man. Half of my childhood is about him. He always came to my house every morning, and then every weekend, and then every Sunday.... until the accident that happened June 2017. He couldn't walk; that's one thing he really loved doing, the reason why he used to come to my house everyday. We were then the one who visited him, either in his house, hospital, or anywhere where he was doing traditional medication. He hated hospital. He was in the army so he hated being told, even by his children and grandchildren.
Huh, 2 weeks later and I'm still mourning. Rest in peace, Opa.
Weekly Obsession
I can't stop playing LEGO Marvel Super Heroes 2!!! And while with friends (thank god I have few) we also played The Jackbox Party Pack 3! It's just so fun to play. I also started watching Supernatural--yep, from season 1--so wish me luck lmao. For songs, uhm, I recently listen to Love, Simon original soundtrack and honestly, before the album was released, I was SO in love with Khalid & Normani's Love Lies. It's so good. And Strawberries & Cigarettes by Troye Sivan is just too sweet, that kind of song from Troye is what I prefer rather than My My My! to be honest (ONCE AGAIN, not hating, just preference, I love My My My!)
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Okay the second last part took me some time to write and it's kinda late now and I still need to study and do my night routine lol. I really hope I can write more. Perhaps about random stuff because I already have some drafts about it. So, see you later, I guess?
WEEK 11: Done
WEEK 11: Done
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